Where are those hurricanes!? We could really use a monster Cat.5 NOW!
"Spare the Rod! Spoil the Child!" constantly rings in my head.
They have dropped us into the meat grinder.
I think my wife has sent over 10 kids to detention already and the class is still not under control.
I'm suffering from stage fright! I can't breath and try my hardest not to shake visible. I have always hated talking in front of people, but talking infront of a bunch of people who don't want to be there is worse. Not to mention I can't think. So far I've tried to do 2 simple example's and my brain froze. Lucky for me the class just stops paying attention and I'm able to move on without them noticing I didn't finish. That's what I'm telling myself anyway.
We have found HELL in Paradise.
The job itself is relatively easy. No pressure from the Boss to make big plays. I feel like they are just seeing if we make it through the year. I knew something was fishy when they said they had to replace 50% of the teachers last year and was thankful of only replacing 35% this year.
One teacher said she has taught all over Fla. for 17 years and these kids are by far the worse, because of a lack of discipline. "Mommy will let me do what I want!"
One of the new teachers volunteered to help with the volleyball team. She got in trouble for making then do 1 wind-sprint. "That was way too mean!"
I'm stomping the crap out of my kids with notes. I'm trying not to let my enjoyment show from being sadistic with them. I have mostly 12 graders so most of them will work. My wife has 9th graders and they won't do anything. I think they gave her all the kids everybody didn't want.
Anyway! we are constantly in prayer and Our hope is in Jesus. His Love, Wisdom, and Power is in our situation and we will be O.k.! That is the only peace we have, but it's enough. It doesn't feel like it, but we know it is.